Not around

If anyone has noticed I haven't been in the game for any amount of time for a few days now.

Back when I tried to bring this clan up and out of the ashes of ruin, I had a vision for what we might become. I can see it now when I play with you guys during the daytime (8am to 2pm PST). Everyone gets along, everyone communicating, having a good time...shit talking, grouping, levelling, all the stuff a clan should be, and this all makes me proud.

Thing is, that the daytime isn't my playtime. I watch my 10 month old daughter during the day till I go to work, and that in itself doesn't lend to any quality game time. She needs my attention 100%, so unless she's sleeping, I am proper fucked for daytime playing.

The best time for me to play is when I get home from work (around 12am PST), since my wife is home, and bother her and baby are sound asleep. I can concentrate on my game. Thing is...the legion at night is the polar opposite of what it is during the day. (Moinz, NONE of this applies to you, you rock). I am not a needy gamer, and I don't ask for help all that much. But as a founding member of this clan, I expected alot more from us as a whole. I would log in and there would be 7-10 people online, and no one would say hello, or answer me when I would say hello, or ask how people are doing. I know people are busy, but this goes beyond that. This is just disregard. I was on one night for 5 hours and talked to not one single person. That in itself is a punch in the gut compared to what I have gone through for this clan.

So, when I go to login these days, I have a pause. I ask myself is it worth it, and it makes me feel like shit. So, I close it out, and go do something else. This kills me, but the spark I had for Aion went away. I am sure it will be back, but until then, I won;t be playing for a while.

Don't take this as an attack, I am just saying that this is how I feel, and it's something that I need to overcome myself. I just wish it wasn't this way.

Well i hope you come back soon man, i know you have to figure it all out yourself, so best of luck in your endeavor. I wish i could play on your time schedual but im fast asleep by the time you get off work. Just know that if you're ever looking to be renvigorated into aion and Equinox you just have to come on with the day crew and hopefully that makes you feel better man. I would really hate it if you lost intrest cause the night crew isn't talkitive. So i hope everything works out for the best man.
In the mean time i hope everything goes great with you boss man.

You know the canadian crew always has your back =)

i'm pretty sure i'm in the night crew, and i'm sorry we're don't meet your standards aoshi.

The only thing i can say regarding this matter is:

Dutch timezones vs American Timezones suck Cunt <3;; lol

Wish we could play more together to, but sadly we can't.
Hope you get back soon though.

Anahera wrote:

i'm pretty sure i'm in the night crew, and i'm sorry we're don't meet your standards aoshi.

I doubt you'd be up at 1am your time Shelby.... and if you were on, and Aoshi came on, and you didn't say hi to him? ... well then you musta been sleeping at your computer lol. You are one of the best when it comes to saying hello and goodbye to peoples :-)

There are a lot of new people who just don't talk tho. We need more new people like Moinz :-) and less quiet new people.

YEa the time difference is a huge bummer! If you decide to come on back I will be waiting with cookies!

wait so this means your leaving?

You guys are all awesome, I love you all. No cat, not leaving at all.

I smell cookies though, lol. It's just that whenever I mustered up the want to play the game, I couldn't hit play...because it'd be the same thing again. I dunno, I guess I just gotta deal with it. It's just a flattening feeling I guess. Maybe I am taking it too personal then.

Aoshi1 wrote:

You guys are all awesome, I love you all. No cat, not leaving at all.

I smell cookies though, lol. It's just that whenever I mustered up the want to play the game, I couldn't hit play...because it'd be the same thing again. I dunno, I guess I just gotta deal with it. It's just a flattening feeling I guess. Maybe I am taking it too personal then.

U should just try and play whenever u feel like it.
Heck! I Finally found a blue drop today ( Fantastic GreatSword). Now hope it sells, then i finally have some money myself to.
I can imagen your point, but try not to get away from the game by it.
Try to contact other people, from Excess for example. Try to group a bit more often and u will find more fun people to play with.
Trust me it helps, now get your ass back in this game! And try to catch me! im 2 lvls ahead on you now, and we were going even. Your my Grind goal dude, so u should be 2 levels above me, instead of the way around lol :D

I know, I fell off. I tried my ass off to get a group when I was on...I mean me and Moinz went kicking ass in the Abyss, but I gotta get my FT key and get serious about this shit, lol.

Yeah I think you're taking it to personally aoshi bud. Like all us old boogers have been kickin in equinox for a long time so we have alot of emotional attachment to it and we all want it to do really well and just be an epic place to play in. (and all the new members i know you are all really attached too!! im not trying to downgrade any of you, you are all epic and a half in my books!!) And when you log in, and nobody is talking it's just not what we all imagined when we resurrected Equinox way back when. I get what you're saying and i understand what you're feeling, but with that said i think you are taking it to personally, like the people who don't talk are just antisocial, it has nothing to do with you, you're awesome =)
and it's not an indication of equinox itself either in my opinion, like i've had lots of good times with the guild, and especially with you aoshi, i know its lame when you can't talk to anyone and get a group going, but i think you should keep trucking along so that for those magical days when you can come and play with the people you love we are all the same level =)

anyway that's just my 2cents, in the words of a great leader =)

Words of inspiration, thanks m8, yer the bestest.

no worries man you know i've always got your back

im online soo late at night..
most of the time im the only one online in the legion.
i get a lil lonely but i jst try to talk to randoms and grp with them.
thats how i met Catalyst :) ive never met any of you guys before i joined.
main reason why i joined the legion is coz of Cat's awesome pvp skills :P
then i met some of you guys <3 thanx for being nice

Anyways..

Aoshi!! my abyss grind friend! i can help you get FT key when im on.
i try to get online everyday even if i have to work a lil early than the usual nxt day.
This wk ill try to play a lil more coz nxt wk i wont be able to play coz ill be busy with the bf.
ill be online tonight around 10pm PST and way past midnight on tuesday
coz ill be out... hopefully im not too wasted to get online =)
wednesday to friday i should be online by midnight :)

Pop in when im online, and u get 4-5 keys lol. Its so easy to get.
Send pet out for attack.. dot target up. AoE Dot, chain of earth the other + dot.
Then Dot the 3rd, and ROot, Dot The 4th.. and fear and send pet and repeat.
MEEP MEEP <3;;
Its just mana heavy, but heck who cares if u can make your own mana pots !! <3;;

Moinz, I will definitely take you up on that offer, lol.